In the beginning… I quit smoking?

Phew!  Finally I managed to find some time to start a blog.  Honestly I have been wanting to do it for years.  Now seems like the perfect time: my hands are shaking and I feel anxious because after 9 years I have decided to give up smoking.  I was never a hard out smoker I pretty much did it because all my friends do.  I was doing really well for the first few days- determined to go cold turkey, I flat out refused any offers of sweet e nicotine.  But today I don’t know what happened.  Am I grumpy and annoyed because something happened or because nothing did?  I think it is the former here guys.  I have never lived a life at break neck speed; generally I prefer to go a little slower and enjoy the view.  But lately…  Could be something to do with my recently diagnosed illness.  Nothing too serious I assure you but still a change – a huge change.  In 3 days I have t0o start taking 2 pills a day for the rest of my life.  I wonder if this will ever get read by anyone but me?  And if I will end up being a practising non smoker?  Only time will tell.

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