Phew! Finally I managed to find some time to start a blog. Honestly I have been wanting to do it for years. Now seems like the perfect time: my hands are shaking and I feel anxious because after 9 years I have decided to give up smoking. I was never a hard out smoker I pretty much did it because all my friends do. I was doing really well for the first few days- determined to go cold turkey, I flat out refused any offers of sweet e nicotine. But today I don’t know what happened. Am I grumpy and annoyed because something happened or because nothing did? I think it is the former here guys. I have never lived a life at break neck speed; generally I prefer to go a little slower and enjoy the view. But lately… Could be something to do with my recently diagnosed illness. Nothing too serious I assure you but still a change – a huge change. In 3 days I have t0o start taking 2 pills a day for the rest of my life. I wonder if this will ever get read by anyone but me? And if I will end up being a practising non smoker? Only time will tell.
